January 2012
1 post
It’s like screaming, but no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed that some one could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. But when it’s over, and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good
February 2011
1 post
Never was much of a romantic I could never take the intimacy And I know it did damage Plus the look in your eyes, is killing me
November 2010
1 post
October 2010
2 posts
If you love something, set it free. If it comes...
-Fortune Cookie
I have become comfortably numb.
September 2010
1 post
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)
August 2010
1 post
July 2010
2 posts
I left my heart on the Tel Aviv beach on a windy night in June. But I want to be clear. I wasn’t in love with a person. At least I think I wasn’t in love with a person. I was in love with an idea. Even though leaving someone behind is a horrible emotion to feel, I have always been kind of fascinated with it. Knowing that for at least one person the memory of my face, our conversations, and me is...
16898.) I think I did it wrong.
(via blogsecret)
June 2010
1 post
The nostalgia is tickling the back of my throat. The way you look at me is the same. The way you act around me is the same. But I know you are different. I know I am different. This place looks the same. But I know it is different. I don’t fit here anymore. As I look back through that rose tinted glass, I see the years filled with memories, and they look appealing. But when I remember them...
May 2010
1 post
Once upon a time I was falling in love, now I’m only falling apart.
April 2010
1 post
Pray that the road is long. That the summer mornings are many, when, with such pleasure, with such joy you will enter ports seen for the first time. Always keep Ithaca in your mind. To arrive there is your ultimate goal. But do not hurry the voyage at all. It is better to let it last for many years; and to anchor at the island when you are old, rich with all you have gained on the way, ...
March 2010
11 posts
February 2010
1 post
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it...
January 2010
1 post
I’m sick of running away from my problems.
December 2009
7 posts
November 2009
1 post
It’s nice knowing that I left an empty spot at home amongst all the people I love. It’s nice not to feel so forgotten.
October 2009
2 posts
I’m so scared I am going to mess this up.
11096.) I'm not special, unique, or life-changing....
(via blogsecret)
September 2009
2 posts
A list of things I miss about Buxton.
-Diva Den
-Crack Den
-Nature
-The dark room
-Green river
-Best friends
-Walks to town
-Sunday Brunch
-Waffle Machine
-Open Mic
-Jr/Sr
-Sneaking out (but I won’t miss bedcheck)
-Room change
-First days
-Photo projects
-The Clark
-Sitting on my roof
No matter how many things I hated, I do miss Buxton. It is weird not being there, and not knowing what is going on. There is a...
I can’t beleive that I am leaving. I have been waiting for this for so long and it is finally here. A new chapter in my life begins at take-off, 8 a.m. Saturday.
August 2009
5 posts
Sometimes I have moments of doubt about what I’m doing. Am I crazy moving across the world for a year, away from the country I grew up in? The only known thing is that I am going with the people who mean the most to me, who are the only thing I am sure about in my future. But no matter how sure I am, sometimes I have doubts. I picked my college mainly based on what I wanted, but also to be...
I saw (500) days of summer today.
It was good, but it hit close to home. It reminded me what it felt like to get my heart broken, to feel like the days were too long to get through, what it felt like to see him with someone else, what it felt like to get hurt by first person I let myself be vulnerable with. I never kissed you, and we didn’t date but you managed to break my heart in a way I never thought possible. It changed...
9277.) I thought that if I stopped talking to you...
(via blogsecret)
Things are happening too quickly for me to realize anymore. The things that felt like they would never come are flying by. I leave in three weeks.
8525.) I still think about him. Even though he was...
(via blogsecret)
June 2009
2 posts
“How’s an intelligent person supposed to react when he discovers that he’s merely...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via fuckyeahpalahniuk)
I have 10 days left of high school. I have never been more exited or more scared.
May 2009
1 post
I miss feeling like I was wanted by you. Even just as a friend. I miss the way you used to look at me and the way I used to feel. I miss the things you used to say to me, and how it felt like I was the only important person to you. I wish more than I have ever wished that it could still be like this.
April 2009
2 posts
